I think we're not gonna make it, beb...am i desperate? yes i am.
I can say ' I my look calm but i've killed u 3 times inside my head' and the fact is i can't do that even just in my head, you are STILL alive. Damn it.
Mungkin aku terlalu cerewet, aku ga bisa ngerti kamu atau aku terlalu menuntut kamu. Aku harusnya ngerti kalo kita LDR dan ga bisa setiap hari ketemu, tapi aku hanya minta waktu setiap hari. Apa aku salah, apa ini pacaran? ga ada komunikasi. Sama aja aku ga punya pacar kan? Tai babi!!!
Kamu tau kan, seberapa besar aku butuh kamu untuk hidup aku, dan kamu ga pernah berhenti main petak umpet, datang pergi datang pergi sesuka kamu. It just ruins my life totally, jerk!!!!!! the worst is i'm not able to leave u, eventhough u have left me. it sucks, u know that!!!!
Waiting ur call, waiting ur message, waiting ur inbox, damn it!!! Can i just change the title? why is it always waiting?
u know what, i'm messed up right now, right here in my room, i'm not crying but it's worse. Maybe crying is good, i can sink this shit together with my tears. But now, i can't. it feels just so full inside my chest, it's confused, anger, missing u, loving u, hating u, cursing u, needing u...IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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